Take Control

I did it again.
Watered and nourished the seedling of darkness instead of the seeds of the fruits of the Holy Spirit. Doing the same things that hurt you again and again.

I look at you like a child that ate candy that it is not supposed to. Always hoping you will overlook my flaws and love me.

This time I know how grave my sins are. And soon the seeds sown in me by the Spirit will die. Do something Lord. Water my seeds.

Discipline me, Father. Teach me what is right. Give me a whacking so I stop messing up my life.  Train me in your ways.

Take control !!

P.S. The fruits of the Holy Spirit are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,  goodness,  faithfulness, gentleness and self control.