Thursday, 8 May 2014

It's just You and me

The Lord will protect me. The Lord will make His face shine upon me. I will rest in peace in His arms. He loves me. 

Where will I run? You are always by my side. 
When I'm awake at night You send me Your guardian angel. You give me rest.
When my mind is lost in thought You send me songs to fill my mind with You thoughts.
When I need you, You are here.
When my heart is burdened, You take it from me and carry it in my place and so my burden feels light. Lord what would I do without You.
You watch over me all day and all night. 
Your love gives me hope to live for You.
You are the friend In need and a true one indeed.
You make me sing and dance for joy in Your presence.
I have no reason to be sad.. And no reason to fear.. For I know You will bless me.
Lord you show the right path. You guide me into fresh and green pastures. Lead me to the cross.

Lord it's just You and me. And you are all that matters to me, I belong to you. 


Wednesday, 30 April 2014

Ah.. How Relaxing..

Ah.. How Relaxing.. I’m half way done with my Master’s.. or at least I think I might finish in another year. But it has been a success so far. I shouldn't be talking before I get my grades, but let me just say it when I still can. ;)
So I think one might guess why I am happy today.. If you can’t guess then go back to paragraph 1 of this blog post J !

What a relaxing feeling to take away your burden of project work, exam(I still have an exam next week but I feel relaxed anyway), presentation, reporting to your Professor.. ah.. I feel like I’m in a spa (although I’ve never been in one before, but I guess it should be something like this).

How relaxing to finish two semesters (almost), and how very nice to listen to this song. I love listening to this song ‘What wondrous love is this O my soul , O my soul’ and I’m listening to it right now.. It totally makes me feel God’s presence, that in turn makes me feel at peace.  I think ya’ll should listen to it too .. 


What a beauuutiful feeling when you are going to be home in 13 days, after 9 months. Ooooo.. I feel like I’m floating on water.
“What wondrous love is this
that caused the Lord of bliss
to send such perfect peace to my soul.”

What a great feeling when you have things in place, just the way you wanted (or needed). Well I wanted and needed a summer internship, I also needed a major professor for my MS. The pressing needs of the recent future resolved. Whooopiee..
“When we’re from sorrow free we’ll sing on, we’ll sing on
When we’re from sorrow free we’ll rise and joyful be
And through eternity we’ll sing on”

What a nice feeling to see the new grass and the springing buds; the showers from the sky that pour the blessing of life to the earth.. and also thunder storms, that’s also needed… becaaauuse… uh.. so that I can sing with the thunder and I’ll sing thunderous praises to God because I wouldn't be writing this blog I weren't so relaxed and I wouldn't be so relaxed if God didn't take care of me well. I’m now convinced this is why there is thunder J
"Fresh and green are the pastures, He give me repose." - Psalm 23

The image on the left, is the path is take everyday and you see a tree with new leaves sprouting. Literally fresh and green are these pastures that I trod , how sweet Lord to have spring time.


I cleaned my room J I do that when am relaxed! And I like a clean place to pray in J Hope God also gives me a clean heart.

Now.. I’m just gonna sit back and relax more and let God work in my life, and sing the rest of that song. Isn’t this what is called Perfect Peace?
Join me ! La la la la la la..
“To God and to the Lamb I will sing, I will sing,

Jehovah, Great ‘I AM’ and to the Son of Man, I will sing” 

Monday, 24 March 2014

Fun with the Cross

I recently read in “The Black Book” (It’s a book that was distributed in my church and it includes some form of preparation for each day in lent) a question which went,
                                   “What is lent about?”
Option a: Fasting and Abstinence
Option b: Baptism
Option c: The passion of Christ
I was shocked to read the answer as Option b: Baptism. Aren’t options a and c more relevant? But coming to a consensus, I realized that option b is most suitable because during Easter we renew our Baptismal Vows. But then came upon me the realization that Baptism is the sacrament of initiation, that means we are just getting started. We are preparing for a life in Christ.

Which means reading “The Black Book” daily is not gonna end with Lent, its gonna continue as reading “The Bible” for the rest ov oour laivesss. This is gonna be so tiring.

In fact I’m already tired, that I almost gave up ‘unabstaining’ from what I had tried to abstain from during this lent. But then the day came that I was sad about this and I was in church.

I was early to church as the bus service on that day (during Spring Break) required that I either come 35 minutes early to church for mass or go 20 minutes late. Having arrived early, I was asked to carry the cross in procession at the beginning of that mass. I was super excited about participating in the liturgy in this new Church. The last time I had a chance to do this was few months ago where I took the offertory up to the priest. I get excited about such things J

T minus 2 minutes and I was standing next to the priest with a heavy wooden cross in hand that supposedly costs 14000$ and I dare not drop it, ready to walk in procession. But then I wanted a photo of me carrying the cross and I expressed the same to Father R who was right next to me. He who is the kindest of people looked around to see if anyone had a camera. I suggested we use my phone camera in my pocket.

T minus 1 minute and Father R was holding the cross from my hand and I took out the phone and handed it over to another kind soul and I took back the cross and the photo was taken.




T minus 0 minutes and the procession went on smoothly led by the girl firmly carrying the cross upto the alter and the mass began. And her prayer was,
                              “Lord help me carry the cross
                                                            Tonight and always.”


Well it was a fun experience carrying the cross, so even if lent is only a preparation to carry the cross the rest of our lives, I’m sure God will make a way and make it an exciting way. Now I am all motivated :) God knows how to keep me going... I feel Rejuvenated to make this lent a fruitful one !